Missing Someone!
I was just talking to my friend, who constantly gets calls on ‘where she is and what she is doing’. You know sometimes, it can get irritating for that person. But you know when I look at her she doesn’t have qualms about it, for a simple fact there is so much care and concern as she is her mother. To people out there I may sound sentimental, but understand this you and your parents share a bond which no one can replicate.
Ask me, I lost my Dad when I was 15 and my Mom when I was 21. It was tough initially cause I was the person to not consider consequences. Come to think about it I really got mature in my thinking very late in life. I never really understood life or took life for granted, as after my Dad’s death I had my Mom to Love me and care for me and also take care of the financial needs. Then one day she had gone from my sight.
You know we take all these aspects concerning our relationships with Parents for granted that we do not know or dont care about the underlying truth. Even a simple thing like my friend getting a call from her Mother makes me miss my Mom immensely. For a simple fact that there is no one other that one special person sent by god to whom you could pour your heart out to. In my case it was my Mom, I am sure with others it could be your Dad or Big/Small Brother or Sister. Right now when I writing this blog, I am in great pain as I have no words to describe it. But at the same time I know, if I had my God sent angel next to me, my heart would have been lighter.
I have no recourse, I dont think I can share this pain with anyone. But I know, you guys should not miss out. Just look at your Parents and tell them how much you mean to them. You don’t need to gift them anything, but unexpectedly tell them that regardless of their faults, you love them no matter what. Happiness is when all are around you, Grief is when your Folks will stick with you.
Hope I Release This Pain, Adios Amigos!!